Very very tired...

Getting kinda tired and sick of how things are turning out. Results not as what i wanted..Having people suddenly changing in their attitude towards me yet expecting treatment to them to be the same while they treat you otherwise where when you are needed they come calling out to you acting friendly with you but when you are not they just ignore you totally like as though you don't exist. Being kind is really being cruel to oneself. I guess maybe its really time for some changes.